WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA T-T

*No real spoilers, just emotional ones*
I just finished Vampire Diaries: The Return- Midnight. AND I REALLY WANT SOMEONE TO KILL ME SO I DON'T HAVE TO SUFFER SLOWLY ANYMORE. WHERE IS A TSUNAMI WHEN YOU NEED ONE? (Just kidding, that wasn't funny, I know)
Jeez, I've been bawling my eyes out for the last twenty minutes. And then some. The last time I cried this hard was at the end of Toy Story 3.
I'm in emotional torment, and NO ONE WILL KILL ME. Not even Fallon.

^See this book, people?^

It just crushed my soul.

Then set it on fire.

Then gave the ashes to a shark.

Who was eaten by a bigger shark.

Who was beaten to a bloody pulp by a mallet.

And then eaten alive by a shadow.

Which is, at this exact moment, sitting in my chest.

It kind of feels like rats are nibbling and tearing at my internal organs.

Does that sum it up enough?

Despite the fact that my soul is being tormented (as described graphically above) this book was freakin' amazing. I just wish they included some nice little daggers at the end so we could end the suffering.
I FREAKING LOVE DAMON.
Sorry, had to be said. Ok, I'm done wallowing in self pity people. If you like good books, gorgeous guys, and emotional mangeling, you should read this series NOW.

Now, if you excuse me, I'm going to go laugh, cry, and die in a hole at the same time. It's what us crazies do.

Thank GOoDness for Ian Somerhalder >=)

Song of the day: Can't come up with anything better so... Beautiful- Akon

Quote of the day: "Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson. Meh, it fit. I'm in a stupid RUT.

Thoughts: It's a darn shame that Ian is 18 years older than I am *harumphs and crosses arms*

What I should be doing right now: Giving up writing. But I luffs it too much ^-^

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So, if you caught my last blog post you'll know ABNA decided I'm not good enough, so I've been in a Fallon mood; angry, depressed, and destructive.

I'm not in any danger of giving up writing, if anything I've said has come across that way. Just... contemplating. I was pretty sure I was going to make round one, at least. Needless to say, I didn't.  It's a bit of a low blow, but I'm not dead ;) Takes more than a snooty editor to take me down. I've got too much Lycan in me ;)

So I've spend the last day moping. I read Secrets and Shadows, which was awesome by the way and drank some coffee. But I was still mopy so I did my favorite things; wrote a little and googled Ian Somerhalder ;)

OMG, I KNOW WHY THEY CAST HIM AS A VAMPIRE!!! He's too good looking to be human.

I love the hat so much too XD *wishes could steal*

Don't you think? Because I think he's too good looking to be human.

Am I the only one feeling better?

Plus, I'm feeling that I can prove, with ^zis pic, he could totally be justified as Leo.

Don'tcha think?

He looks very Damon in this one, no?

Ok, I'm feeling better now >=) And hopefully you all are too =) And, in case you were thinking it, yes, it is kind of strange I'm internet-stalking him. Feel free to call the police so he's required to come to court so I can stalk him in person ^-^

...Yeah. Ok, Peace, Love, and NO VAMPRIE DIARIES. ANOTHER STUPID HIATUS T-T

But I still luffs Ian sooooooo... byes!!!

Two days late and twenty dollars short

Song of the day: Under Control- Paracute (I LOVE this song SO MUCH!!!!!)

Quote(s) of the day: Vanessa: *whispered* Does vervain really work?
Damon: *from across the room* No, not at all.
Vanessa: *to Elena* Can he hear us?
Damon: No, that would be creepy.
Vanessa: Can he read minds too?
Damon: If you wanted to see me naked, all you had to do was ask.
Elena: No, that he can't do.

Thoughts: SETH!!!!!! Stop being a stalker, it's not good for your health and police records.

What I should be doing right now: Writing new Deadly Design chapters.

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Short blog today ;) Nothing important to say. My inkivercery was awesome, but uneventful. But I got a frapichino <3 so all was good. I had an awesome S.A.D. too. My classmates were being twitterpated so I just stood back and laughed. I meant to spend it with Kyri, Fallon, Leo, and Cy, but Anita demanded my attention. We had a good day =)

Anyways, the "twenty dollars short" is because I want a copy of Nightshade. But I'm broke, so yeah *shrugs* Same old, same old. OH, But Secrets and Shadows came out today and I found the PERFECT DD (Deadly Design) song (Ghost- Parachute =) They're my <3 band of the day) (13 to life, book 2) So I'll be going to pick that up at the library soon. As soon as they put their stupid stickers on it and let me know. So I'll be reviewing zat. Hmm... going to write a little, maybe consider doing my homework ;) You know, the usual.

Well... that's it. Talk to ya'll later ;)

*sigh*

Oh, right, g2g!!! Byes!!!!

LMAO

Song of the day: Set fire to the third bar- Snow patrol. This song TOTALLY makes me think of Shiver by Maggie Steifvater.


Quote of the day: "Nice is overrated~" Mason Lockwood
"That's what I think!!!!!" ~ Damon Salvatore <3 (LMAO. Nice, Damon)

Thoughts: DAAAAAAAAAAMON <3, mah homie, looking good as always ;) Can't believe the stupid  [censor] attacked you though.


What I should be doing right now: Writing Frozen *checks watch* I've got until the night of the 12th to write 2k. Sounds easy, but Camilla's being a PAIN.

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So, Non-existant blog reader peeps, today was a Vampire Diaries day, hence my late blog ;) I was too busy shouting at the screen to blog. But I'm blogging now :D Isnt it wonderful (no one cares, Jordan [didn't ask you opinion, Fallon])

Don't really have anything to say today. Hmm. Um... I hate Jules? I finished Crescendo (Hush, Hush sequal), took some pictures of dead trees, made some covers, sat around and stared at a wall. You know, the usual. I want to write my Fallon book soooooo much. But Kyri's being an attention hog, so I can't yet T-T I'm thinking I might make a Darkest Ebony prequel with Fallon's story too. If so, I'll call it something lame like The Wolf's Bane (Fallon Wolvesbane, get it?) or The Fall of Falloness McCormic, Alpha Dog (Since the epiquil is From the Journals of Fallon Wolvesbane, (and, well, the rest of them). [If you haven't read the books or just don't care, Fallon's birthname was Falloness McCormic. Then she went totally emancipated bad@$$ and changed her name]  Dunno if I'll actually write it publically though. Hmm.

I need a picture or two, so here's one.

*sighs*

Oh, right, blogging. There. Now it looks like this is a real blog rather than insane rambling. So yeah.

Ok, if you're reading this for news on the animated trailer, don't get excited. The animation's were so crappy I'm redoing most of it. And adding a lot more Fallon, because I'm totally bias ;) It's good to be the writer.

I'm jealous of Andy Starr, and she's not even real. She's been on Vampire Diaries for ONE DAY and already she's Damon's new girlfriend. It sucks to be a real person and not a TVD character. They get to be within 40 feet of Damon.

OH, and I've been working hard at character sketches. Of my werewolf character in wolf form of course, since my people-drawing skills are super crappy. I'm going to upload them on my deviantart soon and then blog them at you guys. 'Cause Ima showoff.

Oh, speaking of showing off, today is a Thursday ;) Thursday excerpt AND new Frozen cover.

^ See?

Burning in the sunlight. Totally authentic vamps.

~Frozen~

“Waiting for someone, Edge?” I asked, sauntering into sight. He turned to look at me with a lack of surprise on his face; he would’ve known I was coming. The only question was when.

He rose from Fred’s tombstone, and I gave him an irritated look. Hassling poor Fred just to keep me from avoiding him was getting rather annoying. “Camilla,” he greeted me stiffly.

I made a low irritated sound, putting my hands on my hips. “What do you want?”

A slow, tired smile came across his face. “I want you to give me another chance.” His reply took me by surprise; I didn’t realize he was moving until he was right in front of me. He looked down at me with level, fathomless black eyes and I looked unflinchingly into his gaze.

“No,” I said, no hint of reluctance in my voice. I smirked, a quick twist of my lips, and moved around him.

Fortunately, Edge wasn't one of those guys who slinks off to sulk until he reclaimed enough of his ego to try again. “Why did Ramon find Raines’s body at the bottom of the river?” he asked, almost casually.

I stopped, throwing him a look over my shoulder. “I thought that was obvious; I killed him.”

Yeah, short/lame excerpt, I know. But I was lazy today. Making book covers ;) Anyways, I'll try to blog more often. I've been a lazy bum. But hey, this is the last Frozen Excerpt, I think. You'll be able to read the actual thing on Inkpop on the 13th :D Mah Inkivercery.

Oh, if you care, get ready for a party peeps. Darkest Ebony's birthday is on the 12th *teary eyed* My projects grown so much since then. It's gramatically corect now, and Kyri's less of a wuss. So, so proud eeeeehh!!!

Oh, right, no one cares. Anyways, Peace, Love, and Vampire Diaries everyone!!!!

I'm feeling pessimistic

Not doing a real blog today. I'm too angry at the world, so I'm venting at the blog no one will listen to. At least this way I can pretend someone will read it.

Aunt and Uncle came over today. Parents made me out to be 'kid who's been on the computer all day". I was on the computer for an hour. After I took a shower, cleaned my room until it was spotless without being prompted, and talked to my sister for a good two hours. But I'm the kid who has to be glued to the computer. Then they made me out to be "Bad, moody teenager," which I hate. So. freaking. much. So I'm up in my room while they talk about me like I'm a little kid and dismiss me from conversation because I can't possibly understand anything.

Sorry. If you're reading this, it's obviously not because you want to hear me vent. So I'll try to come up with something useful to say.

... Ok, I think I got it. I'm going to write now. Still love mah Damon homie.

OH, YEAH, AND I'M FINALLY ANIMATING MY DE TRAILER!!!
Yes, I am!!! It's coming pretty well so far. It's why I didn't re-blog yesterday; because I spent twelve hours starting my animation. Well, kind of; I spent five hours starting it, forgot to save, the computer dumped me, then I spent 7 hours re-doing it. So now I'm 60 something slides in :D Some of it is crappy, but some of it's coming along pretty well. I hope to finish it soon. Then I'll upload it on YoTube, hopefully.

^This is the style I'm doing the animated video in.

Yeah, I know it sucks. Bad. But the actual video should hopefully be a lot better than what's above. Because I did that one in literally less than a minute as opposed to twenty, ignored anatomy, didn't use my tablet or the fancy program that makes everything look better, and got fed up with the grass after about two seconds. Just wanted to show the vauge style; I'm not a very good animator though, and this is my first ever time using a tabled ^-^'' bear with me people.

 So yay, something to be happy about! I'd be working on it now if my mom didn't kick me off because "i've been on the computer all day". Great, that's going to ruin the rest of my day now.

So, I'm supposed to be writing Frozen now, but if I don't get some one-on-four time with Fallon, Kyri, Leo, and Cyrus I'm going to go beserk and possibly break down and cry. Because I'm feeling extra emotional today. So later, peeps!!!! Wish you all a better day than the one I'm having right now =)

Delena video of the day: Everything you want

Song of the day: Everything you want. I'm TOTALLY in love with that song today <3 So yeah.

Super-quick-blog

Ok, sorry I'm being so bad about blogging lately. I'm sick today though, and I really don't feel like doing a complete blog ^-^'' plus TVD comes on in 20 minutes (from the time I'm writing this, at least)

Song of the day: DLZ-TV on the Radio

If it sounds familiar, it's because it was the final song on the TVD Episode 2x12 episode. You know, the one where Damon went totally crackers? We still luff him though; just because he had an emotional breakdown and talked of extrocentral (SP) crisis we're still smitten. Well, normal people are. If you're not, go get smitten. I command you! *stomps foot*

Is it wrong that I wish I could be Elena here? ^ Yeah, probably since Elena's a whiny B!tch, but whatever. She's a lucky one.

Erm, Delena video of the day: Our time now

Oh, and this is the other song of the day.
And today is an excerpt thursday :D So ima post one about Remember... crap, I didn't announce remember, did I? I'll announce it next time, with my two awesome new covers too ;) So... Remember excerpt!!!!

~Remember~

Frantic, I picked up the first chain cuffs and locked them around my ankles. In the next room over, Zepar’s screams rose into the air. I knew Dr. Reese would be gone by now. She was usually out the door before M locked himself in. Every day, she claimed it was late and she must be getting home. But we all knew the truth; the screams scared her just as much as they scared me.

In a hurry, I locked on the manacles and threw the collar around my neck. I crouched down, pulling my shoes off and throwing them as far out of reach as I could get them. Already, my skin was starting to shiver. It knew what was coming as well as I did.

Finally, the moonlight came through the hole in the ceiling. My skin jerked under its touch, something stirring under the skin. A violent scream was wrenched from my body, and I threw my head up so I could see the mirror.

Already my pale face was contorted in pain, and my fingernails came up without my command to claw at the skin on my neck. My body was in spasms, skin tearing and red flesh showing through. It was burning away in the inferno of the demon, and soon my other face showed. My skin was the crimson as blood. It stayed that way, bloody, for a few moments, and then started to drain completely of color until I was white as a sheet. When I smiled, my teeth were pointed.

My legs and torso lengthened just a little, giving me an extra few inches, and my nails grew long and sharp. The sound of my screaming had died away in my ears, but chances were it hadn’t stopped. I couldn’t focus on sound. It was like I’d gone deaf. Maybe I had.

There was that tugging sensation at my back, and I turned my head to see the intricate bones emerging from my back. They found the narrow slices in my shirt, spreading out behind me in a skeletal fashion. The white tips arched high above my head, stretching, and flesh started to stretch over the delicate framework that was attached to my back. Then the sleek, black feathers came in, leaving the huge dark wings to fold against my back.

Very slowly, unwilling to see my new face, I turned and looked at the mirror. My lips were a vivid scarlet, and beyond them my teeth glittered an unnatural, shining white. My eyelashes elongated, giving my face an inhuman look that was equally terrifying than beautiful. No, not beautiful.

Because what I was wasn't beautiful.

It was demon-esque.

Mi Amore and Inkpop Idenitity Hijinks

Song of the day: Jesse's Girl

Quote of the day: "I liked it better when you hated everyone~" Stefan Salvatore
"I still do. I just loooooove that they loooooove me." ~ Damon Salvatore <3 (Trust me, we do love him)

Thoughts: DAMON, IDENTITY FRAUD, DAAAAAAAAAAMON <3

What I should be doing right now: Um.... making cookies. I want a cookie. Yes ^-^

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So, If you've inkpopped today, you'd know there's been a (scary/hilarious) glitch on Inkpop where we end up logged on as each other. It was sooooooo funny. But it was scary too. I wanted to spend at least 2 minutes as The Donut, Autumn, Zoey, Lexie, Kelly, or someone of the like. I didn't get to. I was so terribly disapointed I got stuck being me. But I got to be RetroPlaid for a second (that was cool) and hey, it's pretty good to be me today.

Why, you ask. Well, I have a bunch of reasons.
~I finally entered ABNA. Granted, I'm probably going to become nerotic, but whatever.

~DAMON, mi amore, comes back on TV(D) tonight. I think I'm going to faint now *procedes to faint*

(Damn it all. If Elena doesn't want him, I do. {I concur} )

...

Oh, right, I'm in the middle of a blog. Pike down,  Fallon.  Anyways, Damon comes back tonight. Enough to make anyones life awesome, no?

~It's a snow day here. Five inches baby, five. Inches. Awesome, isnt it? I took pictures, but I haven't uploaded them yet so I'll post them.. later XD

~Four days until Paradox and Night Child (My two favorite inkpop books EVER) Go through the top five. I think I'm going to explode just because of the sheer awesomeness.

~That's all.

~Oh, wait, I forgot to say Damon again. There. My day just got awesomer.

So... still no word on the new blog, if that's why you're reading. We're working things out this weekend :D So yep.

Damon/Elena videos of the day (which I might start adding at the top ;)
Tell me, would you kill Jesse's girl
...
LOL, They're two different songs. But I got you there, didn't I? No. Ahh, too bad. Anyways, blog over and out...




OH WAIT, IT'S THURSDAY!!!!! So....



~Frozen Excerpt~

The instant he saw me, relief shone in his eyes. “Camilla, thank goodness.”

Raines had recently turned a new fledgling. She must be his. Aww hell.

He rambled on, looking relieved. “You’ll explain to them, won’t you? You’ll explain that she didn’t actually mean to kill them. You’ll convince them to let her live?”

I frowned, my eyes turning to the girl. “No can do, Raines. I’m sorry.”

Instantly, his jaw popped open. I wasn't here to save his girl; I was the executioner. “Camilla, please.”

“There’s nothing I can do,” I told him, moving in sleek predatory steps toward her. Her eyes, a light brown, stared back at me in confusion. I gave her a reassuring smile; I was old enough that, whether she’d want to or not, she’d instantly trust me. I was the third in command; it was my job to protect her.

Until she failed me.

My hands came up around her neck, my thumbs brushing her jawline. For a moment, her eyes widened in confusion. Raines was still begging in the back ground. I turned her head sharply.

With a single, pure sound, her neck snapped. Vampires were stronger than most people, but another vampire was strong enough to kill them in mortal ways. Her lifeless body crumpled in my arms, and Raines gave a loud, broken sound, brushing past me to pick her up. He cradled the limp body in his arms, not seeming to notice the blood smeared across her lips.

Then, with glassy eyed with tears he couldn’t shed, he looked up at me and mouthed ‘why?’

My heart ached; I could feel his pain. It emanated off him in waves that slicked over my skin and ripped through me to the core. Damn it, I should’ve sent him out of here.

Maybe it was the pain that made all the rational thought in my head vanish. I took a step forward, crouching in front of him. “Listen to me!” I snapped. “Love doesn’t last. It doesn’t. This is for you own good.”

He wouldn’t meet my gaze, instead staring down at the dead girl in his arms. “You’re wrong.”

I stood, face expressionless, and looked down at the two of them. Because this was what I did. I killed people, no matter how hard I tried. Because it was what I’d been designed for.

Because, in the scheme of things, the heroine wasn't my role. There would be no great change for me, no matter what I did.

I was Edge’s monster.

Nothing more.

So yeah. Frozen goes on Inkpop Feb. 13th, if you're interested ;) It happens to be my Inkpop aniversary too! Anyways, Peace, Love (Damon), and Vampire Diaries peeps!!!!

Blog-reader peeps, I have failed you T_T

Song of the day: Howl- Florence and the Machine Homies, that be my theme song. It's about werewolves. ;) And I'm the Lycanthrope. It's my job to represent all things werewolf or remotely Lycanthropic. It's what they're going to pay me to do oneday.



Quote of the day: “Love sought is good, but given unsought, is better.” ~ Shakespeare. Meh, what can I say, I was in a Shakespeare mood today 8)



Thoughts: IMA NEED MORE COFFEE HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE


What I should be doing right now: Erm..... writing? Reading? Studing for my stupid Math midterm tomorrow? Really, what do you want me to put here.

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Hmm. I failed you peeps yesterday. I forgot to blog *flails* Oh well. You prolly didnt even notice 'till I mentioned it. Aren't you all heartbroken?

I am. It's been too long without my Damon. But he comes home (*coughBackonTVcough*) on Thursday, so I will once again smile and relish in sunshine. For the... oh, wait, sorry about the poetic garbage. I'm trying to write a song. Why, you ask? Because my mom thinks my poetry is awesome (I'm not a fan, personally) and thinks I'd make a decent songwriter. So I'm brooding over one. I think I'm calling it Scarlet Forget-me-nots. Don't ask me why *shrugs* I dunno yet. But it's going to dark *smiles* just like the essense of my soul...

*Clears throat* Anyways, I'm entering ABNA tonight. I was too lazy yesterday. And I'm signing up for next years classes.

OH, AND GUESS WHAT?????? I ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO SAY!!!!!!
I'm starting a blog with Autumn (Whentherainfalls), Zoey (Seattlelover7), and Peyton (RetroPlaid) from Inkpop. It's gonna be kick@$$ epic. We're going to be awesome! Well, they're going to be awesome and I'm gonna blog about Damon somemore. That's what I do 8) Oh, and I drink TOO MUCH COFFEE HEHEHE.

But I is sad. Because, not only did I drink two cups of coffee today and therefore run out, but I also ran out of my drug stash. By that, I mean I'm out of Peppermint Mocha creamer. NOW I HAVE TO USE MILK EEEEEWWWWWWWW. So Ima rob the store tonight. No, not really. I don't have time to go to jail. YOU CAN'T WATCH TVD IN JAIL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

So Ima stay home and write. Because I sure as hell 'aint writing on Thursday. I'll be too busy screaming like a lovestruck teenage girl and rambling on about my amore. Salvatore, as in Savior ;) Go read the books if you haven't. And read about Jace too.

Btw, Alex Pettyfer is (probably, he hasnt accepted yet) going to be Jace. He's awesome enough (though, I must say, not as awesome as Ian ;) , so long as they don't jack up my movie. I will be angry if they do. Then I'll find real Jace and we'll keel them all.

Oh, but guess what? Apparently werewolves were in style. And no one told me. Now they've moved on to were-tigers. Damn it all. Sorry, I'm too hyper today. Hyperness tends to make my dialogue colorful. But WHY DON'T PEOPLE TELL ME THESE THINGS. I NEED A PUBLISHER, 'ALL. Anyways, rant, and blog, over and out.

I think I might go prematurely gray

Song of the day: Starry eyed- Ellie Goulding. But that was the song of the day yesterday, soooooooooo Wait for You - Elliott Yamin


Quote of the day: "Substitute "damn" every time you're inclined to write "very;" your editor will delete it and the writing will be just as it should be." ~Mark Twain. I laughed so hard the first time I read this. And I feel like writing damn in my manuscript every three seconds.

Thoughts: HAHAHA THE LIGHTNING DUDE IS KINDA CREEPY AHHHHHHHHH
Hmm. Camilla and Ian and Edge are going to stab my guts out. And 'den they're going to laugh. Becaues I'm not writing about them this exact second (obviously, Jordan, you're blogging. At least you didn't put me in it today.)

What I should be doing right now: Um... studying for midterms? Writing Frozen? I finished editing <3 so I have nothing to do </3

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I FINISHED EDITING DARKEST EBONY AND IT FEELS OH SO GOOD!!!!!

Oh, right. No one cares. Sooooo.....

So.... pretty much loafed around today. Had an emotion brokedown and cried for no apparent reason. Got over it. Ate a cupcake. You know, the usual. I think I might be minimally bipolar. Wouldn't surprise me.

Today is Izzy's birthday :D She just turned 3. I remember when she was a little baby dog. She screamed whenever anyone picked her up. Now she just yells at me when I hug her XD
We took her to PetSmart so she could pick out her present. She sat on me and almost ate this lady's little rat dog. 

Oh, and that was after we watched some guy drive straight down the street and crash head on into another car. He was texting, I think XD They were both fine. But the lady was kind of angry; she tried to break into his car and started kicking it. Poor Woman with her dented red car and anger issues.

And when I got home I watched Mortal Kombat. It's a totally ninja movie from 1995 if you haven't heard/seen it. And yes, I know I spelled Kombat with a K. That's how the movie spells it 0_o
The god dude with lightning eyes creeped me out a bunch of times. And I made fun of the ending for like 20 minutes after it ended. My family is watching Anastasia now. I want to see it, but I don't have time right now T_T XD I'll just watch it during World History tomorrow.

Oh, right. I said I was going to go prematurely gray, didn't I? Yeah, as it turns out, ABNA starts tomorrow. I'm going to pull my hair out from suspense, if it doesnt go gray first. Which sucks, because I'm only 14. So I'm going to enter tomorrow and crash n' fail. Awesome, isn't it?

Oh (again), and before I end my blog I read Falling by Daediel today. It was AWESOME. You need to read it NOW. It's about werewolves. But it doesn't focus on the werewolves. It's hard to explain. Just. Go. Read. It. (The title is a link, bwt)

Oh, and FOUR MORE DAYS TO DAMON!!!!! Erm, I mean, Vampire Diaries!!!!! YES!!!!

So yeah. Peace, Love, and Vampire Diaries everyone!!!! ;)

AHHHHHHHH

Song of the day: Starry eyed- Ellie Goulding


Quote of the day: "A synonym is a word you use when you can't spell the other one." ~Baltasar Gracián. Dude, that's practically the meaning of my entire life 0_0


Thoughts: AHHHHH TOO MUCH EDITING TO DO!!!!!! I'VE STILL GOT THREE CHAPTERS TO GO AND I'VE ONLY GOTTEN TWO IN THE LAST FOUR HOURS AHHHHHH!!!!! I'M SUCH A LOUSY EDIT-ER AHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHA. Heh. Faaaaaaaaaaaallon got dumped. (*kicks Jordan in the shin*) "Hit hit hit hit hit me with lighting. Say Oh Oh. Oh Oh, everybody's starry eyed. Oh, starry eyed. Look what you've done- it's like you've hit me with lightning" <- Zat be the song of the day, BTW :D
I need coffee T_T XD :D XP


What I should be doing right now: Editing chapta' 19 Poor Fallon's having a bad day; I'm going over the part where he dumped her bada$$, mean self for Kyri.

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Yep. Still editing. Day twenty or something. Which is sad, 'cause there's only 21 chapters. And an epilogue. *sigh* I'm so lazy.

Nothing important to post today, so I'll probably just talk about my book and the fact that FREAKING ABNA STARTS TOMORROW OMG I'M SO FREAKING NERVOUS. Ok, done with panic attack.
I shall live though *fistpump*

Do you know why? Because TVD COMES BACK IN FIVE DAYS OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG DAMON'S COMING BACK OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK IMA GONNA DIE WAITING FOR THURSDAY!!!!!

And that, my friends, is the Damon Salvatore smirk; killing women since 1992. Or at least giving them a heart attack.

But, since I'm such a lousy editer, I need to go edit now. T_T I shall be back... later!!! *flys away to get coffee*

So...I started a blog.

Kyle told me to. And he's the master of all. Including Space. He's an Astronaut.

So I've been meaning to start a blog for a while. Not that anyone cares, you know, but I needed a place to dump morbid thoughts. And ideas, don't forget the ideas. They're very muy important.
If you're reading this, it's probably because you got a link from me. In which case, you know I'm a writer. A psycotic one with an alter-ego named Fallon at that.

If you were wondering (and didn't already know), Darkest Ebony is my main book. Hence why it's the link adress whatchamacallit. I love that book to death, and if you so much as bring it up you'll never be able to get me off the topic. Especially if you mention Leo or Fallon. Or Cy. Or Kyri. Or anyone else I love to death.

So... I'm posting a little about me. I'm Jordan :D I have an alter ego named Fallon. If I introduce myself as Fallon, run for your life and scream. She's a werewolf psychomurderer.
Um... I adore music. Like, a lot. I have a new favorite song every day. I probably like any band you like. Feel free to ask me :D Oh, and I LOVE DAMON SALVATORE. And Jace from Mortal Instruments :D Sooooooo much.

I'm introverted, so I have no real friends. Yep, tragically sad. But I have lotsa Inkpop friends that I luvvles to death. Mah Inkpop buddies are Zoey (Seattlelover7), Kelly (Kelly Moton), Autumn (When the rain falls), Lexie (Lex Born) and lotsa other people that are escaping my brain with its too short attention span. Feel free to remind me and I'll attempt to update this list. I don't know if I can... hmm.
So... I'm running out of things to say. Besides Damon again. I'll come up with more later. And expect a lot of mention of Isabella, my dog. I talk about her a lot.
Peace, Love, and Vampire Diaries all!