I'm feeling pessimistic

Not doing a real blog today. I'm too angry at the world, so I'm venting at the blog no one will listen to. At least this way I can pretend someone will read it.

Aunt and Uncle came over today. Parents made me out to be 'kid who's been on the computer all day". I was on the computer for an hour. After I took a shower, cleaned my room until it was spotless without being prompted, and talked to my sister for a good two hours. But I'm the kid who has to be glued to the computer. Then they made me out to be "Bad, moody teenager," which I hate. So. freaking. much. So I'm up in my room while they talk about me like I'm a little kid and dismiss me from conversation because I can't possibly understand anything.

Sorry. If you're reading this, it's obviously not because you want to hear me vent. So I'll try to come up with something useful to say.

... Ok, I think I got it. I'm going to write now. Still love mah Damon homie.

OH, YEAH, AND I'M FINALLY ANIMATING MY DE TRAILER!!!
Yes, I am!!! It's coming pretty well so far. It's why I didn't re-blog yesterday; because I spent twelve hours starting my animation. Well, kind of; I spent five hours starting it, forgot to save, the computer dumped me, then I spent 7 hours re-doing it. So now I'm 60 something slides in :D Some of it is crappy, but some of it's coming along pretty well. I hope to finish it soon. Then I'll upload it on YoTube, hopefully.

^This is the style I'm doing the animated video in.

Yeah, I know it sucks. Bad. But the actual video should hopefully be a lot better than what's above. Because I did that one in literally less than a minute as opposed to twenty, ignored anatomy, didn't use my tablet or the fancy program that makes everything look better, and got fed up with the grass after about two seconds. Just wanted to show the vauge style; I'm not a very good animator though, and this is my first ever time using a tabled ^-^'' bear with me people.

 So yay, something to be happy about! I'd be working on it now if my mom didn't kick me off because "i've been on the computer all day". Great, that's going to ruin the rest of my day now.

So, I'm supposed to be writing Frozen now, but if I don't get some one-on-four time with Fallon, Kyri, Leo, and Cyrus I'm going to go beserk and possibly break down and cry. Because I'm feeling extra emotional today. So later, peeps!!!! Wish you all a better day than the one I'm having right now =)

Delena video of the day: Everything you want

Song of the day: Everything you want. I'm TOTALLY in love with that song today <3 So yeah.

Super-quick-blog

Ok, sorry I'm being so bad about blogging lately. I'm sick today though, and I really don't feel like doing a complete blog ^-^'' plus TVD comes on in 20 minutes (from the time I'm writing this, at least)

Song of the day: DLZ-TV on the Radio

If it sounds familiar, it's because it was the final song on the TVD Episode 2x12 episode. You know, the one where Damon went totally crackers? We still luff him though; just because he had an emotional breakdown and talked of extrocentral (SP) crisis we're still smitten. Well, normal people are. If you're not, go get smitten. I command you! *stomps foot*

Is it wrong that I wish I could be Elena here? ^ Yeah, probably since Elena's a whiny B!tch, but whatever. She's a lucky one.

Erm, Delena video of the day: Our time now

Oh, and this is the other song of the day.
And today is an excerpt thursday :D So ima post one about Remember... crap, I didn't announce remember, did I? I'll announce it next time, with my two awesome new covers too ;) So... Remember excerpt!!!!

~Remember~

Frantic, I picked up the first chain cuffs and locked them around my ankles. In the next room over, Zepar’s screams rose into the air. I knew Dr. Reese would be gone by now. She was usually out the door before M locked himself in. Every day, she claimed it was late and she must be getting home. But we all knew the truth; the screams scared her just as much as they scared me.

In a hurry, I locked on the manacles and threw the collar around my neck. I crouched down, pulling my shoes off and throwing them as far out of reach as I could get them. Already, my skin was starting to shiver. It knew what was coming as well as I did.

Finally, the moonlight came through the hole in the ceiling. My skin jerked under its touch, something stirring under the skin. A violent scream was wrenched from my body, and I threw my head up so I could see the mirror.

Already my pale face was contorted in pain, and my fingernails came up without my command to claw at the skin on my neck. My body was in spasms, skin tearing and red flesh showing through. It was burning away in the inferno of the demon, and soon my other face showed. My skin was the crimson as blood. It stayed that way, bloody, for a few moments, and then started to drain completely of color until I was white as a sheet. When I smiled, my teeth were pointed.

My legs and torso lengthened just a little, giving me an extra few inches, and my nails grew long and sharp. The sound of my screaming had died away in my ears, but chances were it hadn’t stopped. I couldn’t focus on sound. It was like I’d gone deaf. Maybe I had.

There was that tugging sensation at my back, and I turned my head to see the intricate bones emerging from my back. They found the narrow slices in my shirt, spreading out behind me in a skeletal fashion. The white tips arched high above my head, stretching, and flesh started to stretch over the delicate framework that was attached to my back. Then the sleek, black feathers came in, leaving the huge dark wings to fold against my back.

Very slowly, unwilling to see my new face, I turned and looked at the mirror. My lips were a vivid scarlet, and beyond them my teeth glittered an unnatural, shining white. My eyelashes elongated, giving my face an inhuman look that was equally terrifying than beautiful. No, not beautiful.

Because what I was wasn't beautiful.

It was demon-esque.